During a stressful Monday at work (I am usually off), I have come to a slow realization. During the many times I havestruggled with myself today, everytime I forced myself to remember that I am dooing this to help someone.
Constantly, my mind drifts to thoughts of agitation and anger at being here today. Once or twice I had to stop myself from wondering why my manager wanted a day off...
Am I really this selfish? Could this be true? All my life I have hated people I perceived to be selfish.
Was my ex-wife right? Is this what no one wants to tell me when I ask for feedback? It would make sense. Now I am just scared it is true.
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